He told me,"Wait for what life has to offer you and not for what you
expect!!!"
When
the worst pain hits, I am left totally helpless, screaming inside and aloud
when possible, for help. I would find some corner to curl up. I do not know if my calls have ever been answered
to, but I live through it. When at home, I find myself curling on the
ground at a spot where he had stood, with me in his arms.
I nodded. “Let life unravel itself before me.” But will I have the strength to
wait for so long, I wonder. Nature is quite slow. And I do not know for
how long I would be able to hold on. At times, a few minutes or seconds is
all that I get to bring back the fake smile and the cheerful mask. But so
far, I have handled it pretty smartly. They say, practice makes man perfect,
and that time heals every wound. But this is one particular thing that you can
never be perfect in. The more you practice, the weaker you become. And to me
it seems like…”Even time will not be able to heal this.”
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