Mirror
It is an imperfect world. A mirror reflects all these imperfections with utmost precision. A mirror is never incomplete. Even the tiniest piece of a mirror, is a complete mirror in itself.
Sunday, December 23, 2018
Thursday, March 23, 2017
What would people say!!!
There was a spread of grey and blue. Sky looked beautiful
than ever. As she lifted her eyelids, the tiny feather saw the brilliant
patterns painted by the clouds. Awestruck, the little feather rose to her feet
and waited for the wind. A promising gust of wind, hugged her close and lifted
her up. She swayed to the rhythm of the wind and danced her way up. With closed
eyes and spread out arms, she flew like an angel. The wind made her swing and
sway. He made her spin and spring. Enjoying the dance, immersed in it, heart
and soul, the feather rose. Higher and higher…
She flew past her inhibitions and fears. Leaving behind all
the chains and fetters which grounded her. She felt free and fearless. Just as
she thought she had brought the walls down, a chill ran down her spine. What
did she see? What did she hear? What was it that she felt? Was the wind giving
up on her? Why was she going down?
With tearful eyes she asked the wind, “Why are you doing
this to me?”. The wind would not answer. She tugged at the wind in despair and
asked, “Why are you giving up on me?”. The wind would not reply. The feather
knew she would hit the ground soon. Desperately she tried to hold up and
struggled to stay in flight. But she knew she was fighting a losing battle. As
she felt the wind’s grip around her loosening, as she felt a deep dark silence
and distance building between the wind and her, just as she was about to think the wind
betrayed her, she heard them say “What would people say!!!”.
In pain and shock, the feather watched the wind go back. He
lifted the chains which had held him down, and locked himself up. He looked up
at the feather and said. “Go away and find another wind.”
With a broken heart, and a torn down soul, she stood there.
Not knowing where to go. Not wanting to let go. The grey sky gave off a
thunder. The lightning bolt fell on the feather. Burning her down to ash and
dust. The wind had his eyes tightly shut. But through the corner of his eyes,
he tried to see…just in time…as another gust of wind, took the ashes away.
Love,
Athmarama...Rejoicing within...
Love,
Athmarama...Rejoicing within...
Sunday, July 19, 2015
Life Is Perfect :)
It’s a perfect life. Experiencing its wonders… Unending flavours…
The expressions of life makes it meaningful. The flavours add to the taste. The
memories that get cached keep reminding us who we used to be. If you like that
person, you know where to go. If you do not like that person, well, then
probably you know where not to go
:).
:).
Life is not about existence. It is not about staying alive. Devouring
a whole plate of meal and declaring “I have done it!!” might earn you some
claps, a few greetings and a lot of envious stares. But try to remember what
was there in that plate you just emptied. Does the taste linger? Do you think
you want more?
What about having the same meal again and again? A
monotonous life…Playing safe…
Everything comes into life unexpectedly, as shocks and
surprises. One day you find love, the next day you lose it. Slowly imbibe the
feeling of being in love. Slowly accept the truth that it will not stay. It is
ok to feel heart broken. Too much pepper can burn your tongue. But that should
not stop you from eating again. A heart ache should not stop you from living
your life. Find new horizons. Remember, where the mighty ocean ends, begins the
unending sky.
Be it sorrow or happiness, it will not stay forever. With
passing moments, the intensity will gradually reduce. The colours will fade of.
Do not get drowned in it. Wait for the tide to lower. Try to emerge from it
unharmed. It is ok to have a few bruises. They will heal. But stay alive.
Remember you have a long way to go. Lot more flavors to be tasted.
The perfection of life is hidden in its imperfections. You don’t
need to fight your way through life. Just understand it and move ahead. Whatever
be it that you face, turmoil or the deepest sorrow, remember that it is just an
added flavour. As you, with all your heart accept it, you will hear a soft
whisper “Life is perfect”.
Love,
Athma Rama…Rejoicing within :)
Thursday, May 7, 2015
Mirror Sees It All, And Even More...
I was on my knees clicking some macro shots
of a cobweb, when I noticed a freshly shed snake skin lying nearby. The
snake must have been some where around, watching me...Probably whispering to me...
Love,
Athma Rama...Rejoicing within :)
Shedding
the skin I held so close,
Like
memories that fade and fall apart.
The
way side stream becomes a mirror,
As it
reflects my image, so vivid and clear.
The
mirror sees it all, they say,
But I
realized,
The
mirror sees it all and even more.
Oh! so
surprised I was to find,
The
stream could reflect my heart and soul.
I
could see the shimmer of hope and faith,
The
trust that it was perfectly made.
The
new skin made me gleam and glow.
As I
watched the image in perfect awe,
I
could hear the stream whispering low;
"As
life pens down a new poetry,
Let
your heart paint the flow."
Athma Rama...Rejoicing within :)
Saturday, August 30, 2014
Thaikkudam Night @ Technopark
Dead line and the angry looking bug did not matter
anymore. With the last line of code committed, I bid a quick good bye to my
team mates and rushed outside.
One of the best performing bands of the
country….They were already on stage setting up instruments when I arrived at
the amphitheatre. As I watched them test this mic and that speaker, little did
I know that I was just a few minutes away from an enchanting night which I
would cherish in the archives of my memory forever…
It began with a bang. The Thaikkudam bridge, was
there on stage. What a sight!!! We held our breath and melted into the ambience
as they presented an instrumental feast. The music definitely touched our heart
and more so, when Siddharth came up with a beautiful melody. How I wished, the
moment would stay forever…
Thus, it kept on flowing. As “Chekele” rose the
whole show to another level, the Ilayaraja hit just stole our heart and soul…But
it was Peethambaran Sir, who did the real magic. The whole amphitheatre roared
to life and swayed to the rhythm of "Appozhe paranjille". “Beat It” flowed in, just in time, to prepare us for the unexpected. Vian, who was wild on the guitar asked us, weather we would stay or leave, if it rained. “Definitely stay” came
the reply in unison, from the thousands who had gathered. The audience cheered
for “Fish rock”, the bands famous originals. With the wonderful night sky
witnessing it all, and even as the beautiful crescent smiled down at us, we
began to see little droplets of water shining like diamonds as the flood lights
fell on their way. The sight was overwhelming. We stood awe struck. Then it
happened…Unstoppable rain…
The breeze was strong and it made the rain slant. As
the instruments where being sheltered safely, we forgot all about umbrellas and
jackets and rain coats. Each and every drop that fell on us filled us with
life. It was chilling out there. But nothing would stop us from enjoying the
spell. It seemed like it would rain for eternity. Though the show had to be
inevitably stopped, it felt magically complete… And there, standing among
thousands of people, I could not help but wonder “Is this how God creates his
master pieces?”
Love,
Athma Rama…Rejoicing within :)
Saturday, May 31, 2014
A Close Encounter With Life
She was
shivering slightly as I held her hands. Two intense eyes stared at me
expressing a mixture of surprise, shock and disbelief. I do not know how long
it has been since someone shook hands with her, or held her close. It was a
bright Friday morning and she had come to our office to collect the books,
toys, schoolbags, water bottles and geometry boxes we had bought for kids
staying in a shelter for those who have the weakest immune systems. There is a
virus in their blood stream that keeps damaging their immune system.
Her
voice was steady and calm as she spoke. “I lost my husband a few years ago. I
have two little boys for whom I live. But I do not know if I will be alive to
see them grow, for I am entering the 17th year of my life with AIDS.
I was never bold. The diagnosis is what made me so bold.” Despite her failing health, she is working
hard and doing all that she can to send those kids who number over a 100 to
school and find enough money to cater to their daily and medical needs.
The
tinted glasses I was wearing hid my wet eyes. Standing before me was life, in the form of a
mother, a woman who was fighting her way through the real tests of life, a real
life heroine. I thanked her for being there and speaking to me, wished her the
best under the sun and went back silently praying for her. But her
voice would just not leave my ears.
“This is
my life”, she said. This is every body’s life. Life never promises you
anything. It surprises you with gifts and shocks you with unexpected tests and
lessons.
Find
love, spread love, laugh to your heart’s content, cry your heart out when you
feel really sad, be yourself, express yourself, and do not be afraid, fly high.
Love,
Athma Rama...Rejoicing within :)
Love,
Athma Rama...Rejoicing within :)
Thursday, May 1, 2014
A page from her diary!!!
He told me,"Wait for what life has to offer you and not for what you
expect!!!"
When
the worst pain hits, I am left totally helpless, screaming inside and aloud
when possible, for help. I would find some corner to curl up. I do not know if my calls have ever been answered
to, but I live through it. When at home, I find myself curling on the
ground at a spot where he had stood, with me in his arms.
I nodded. “Let life unravel itself before me.” But will I have the strength to
wait for so long, I wonder. Nature is quite slow. And I do not know for
how long I would be able to hold on. At times, a few minutes or seconds is
all that I get to bring back the fake smile and the cheerful mask. But so
far, I have handled it pretty smartly. They say, practice makes man perfect,
and that time heals every wound. But this is one particular thing that you can
never be perfect in. The more you practice, the weaker you become. And to me
it seems like…”Even time will not be able to heal this.”
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